[ There is worry, of course, that he feels from those emotions, because he does not think that he's a person worthy of receiving them. He's someone who would die for others, because he prioritizes the lives of others over his own; in many ways, he considers that not fair to Fai.
It is why Nanami stills just for a second -- concern for Fai, for his heart, for his affection that he feels for him. The silent feeling that he does not believe he should be the person to receive them.
But the hesitation only lasts for a few seconds. It is enough for the mage to feel, to know that Nanami appreciates those feelings, but also let him know that he's not the person that can truly save him. At least, that's what he thinks. ]
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It is why Nanami stills just for a second -- concern for Fai, for his heart, for his affection that he feels for him. The silent feeling that he does not believe he should be the person to receive them.
But the hesitation only lasts for a few seconds. It is enough for the mage to feel, to know that Nanami appreciates those feelings, but also let him know that he's not the person that can truly save him. At least, that's what he thinks. ]