[ If Nanami can't really, truly save him... then that's okay with Fai. After all, he doesn't think he can be saved, and he wouldn't put that sort of burden on Nanami anyway. He wonders if maybe they aren't being fair to each other... but how would they solve that?
Fai doesn't know, and he doesn't know if he wants to really think about it either. After all, he'd much rather think about how nice Nanami's lips feel against his. His palm flattens out against Nanami's chest, letting go of the fabric and resting there instead while his other hand moves so Fai can run his fingers through Nanami's short hair.
There's another, smaller surge of affection. This is nice—despite the hesitance on both of their ends, Fai still feels safe. ]
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Fai doesn't know, and he doesn't know if he wants to really think about it either. After all, he'd much rather think about how nice Nanami's lips feel against his. His palm flattens out against Nanami's chest, letting go of the fabric and resting there instead while his other hand moves so Fai can run his fingers through Nanami's short hair.
There's another, smaller surge of affection. This is nice—despite the hesitance on both of their ends, Fai still feels safe. ]